I was 16, he had just turned 17. He was my best friend, and it was his birthday. He invited me over to hang out with a couple of our friends. Sadly, he lied, and it was only me and him. He forced himself onto me, and didn't stop until he was pleased with himself.
Now, I'm the one left with the consequences. I will never be the same, because of what he did that day. Fear and anxiety rule my life, and I don't know how to have intimate relationships anymore, romantic or platonic. I just wish I could go back to how things used to be, but I know that's not possible.
Shekinarose Shekinarose
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 17, 2014

I so sorry for you, it's a crime, I wish I could do something to make you forget about this, I apologize if I told you to forget, 'cause that's so hard to forget, I really wish you can continue your life as a normal girl, you still young and beautiful, conquer your fear, don't let this ruin your life.