If Anyone Cares to Know...
I would like to say
When i was a little girl like 4 through 6 i would always get felt up by other kids my age, including a cousin. At age nine was touched by another girl my age also, then at 11 i was raped by a guy who was 15 at church for a year. I remember the first time we were at my house in my sister's room, he tried to kiss me and i pulled away then he grabed my arms and pinned me down and started to touch my ***** and kissing me. He looked down and saw that i had hairs and he started to make fun of me! Ever since then he would constinley touch me at church and shove his **** up my ***, it was the most painful feeling, and also shoved his **** right up my mouth and made me swallow his *** all the time. After that at 12 i was raped by my male cousin who was 18 at the time we came to me one night and kept asking me to play games with me; then when we were alone he pulled down his pants right infront of my face and put his penis in my mouth then came in my mouth then he left and came back and he was trying to take off my pants i'd tell him not, but he kept going then he lifted up my legs and put his penis inside of me then stopped and he pulled it out white stuff was all over his ****. I felt bad for telling him no after that so i went to go lay next to him iat his bed and told HIM, I WAS SORRY. When i finally had the to courage to tell my mother she called me a ****!
So I started looking for attention from men and sometimes women but never quite successful with women