Is It Bad I Enjoyed Being Raped As A Child?

Between the ages of 7-10 I was raped and molested by a former stepfather, his mother and his sister. I wasn't sure what to think at first but I come to realize that I enjoyed it. I enjoyed the touching, the affection and some of the pain. Why did I enjoy it?
saraekali saraekali
36-40, F
Jan 20, 2013