I Was Raped And Left Pregnant.

I was raped over a year ago now. I do not remember that night. I remember going out for drinks with some friends adn the next thing i remember is waking up in a unknow apartment naked. I never told anyone about that night till a couple of months later. I missed my period and took a pregnancy and when that little + sign came i up i panicked. I broke down to my best friend a couple of days and she convinced me to go to the police but the lack of evidence made things diffucult. I decided to keep my baby, i could not kill a life. 7 months later i gave birth to my Healthy little girl Ava Rose. I was scared  all the way thoughout the pregnancy about how i would feel once she was born, but as soon as i saw her all i felt was love. She is now a healthy one year old little girl and is toddling everywhere.  Because of the way she was concieved it makes me love her even more.
Thank you for letting me tell my story xxxxxxxx
lalabubaduck lalabubaduck
26-30
2 Responses Jul 14, 2010

A blessing can come of tragedy even. So glad to hear you are loving your child. Nothing that happened was her fault of yours. She is also not her father. I hope somehow he is found and has to pay for turning your life upside down. I also pray you have the wisdom and motherly instincts to be able to guide your daughter through the confusion and pain she may one day feel about her origins. That she would never doubt your love for her. All the best!!!!

You are a brave woman. But I think the same thing if I was ever pregnant from a rape. But I still dont like the thought of the government taking MY choice away from me. They dont know me from anyone else.<br />
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But I don't think I would ever be able to abort a baby unless my life was in danger. I have been raped twice. But thank god never had to worry about that. But you are an insperation for us all. God Bless and take care of yourself and that sweet little bundle of joy.<br />
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writergirl32