Birthday

It was my 20th birthday party. I had just had a baby 6 weeks earlier and had broken up with my boyfriend because he wasn't ready to be a father. My friends decided to have a huge party for me. Afte a few drinks I ended up passed out in the bathroom. I can still remember waking up and seeing his face and not being able to do anything. I wanted to scream but my world was spinning and I blacked out again. When I woke up I realized what hap happened. I raced home to hold my baby and try to hold on to reality. I cried for hours. I spent hours in a hot shower but could't get clean. I wouldn't talk to anyone, or look them in the eye. He was supposed to be my friend! How could he do this to me? It happened almost a year ago and I still wake up screaming.
bre801 bre801
18-21
2 Responses Jul 28, 2010

If you were totally drunk, maybe you agreed to do it with him and dont remember

im sorry for wat u went tru but i know how it feels to be hopeless. i been tru that before but thank god i never got raped. im here for u my myspace and facebook is veronica_aidamil14@yahoo.com and my yahoo is veronica_aidamil@yahoo.com