Don't Be The VictimAt the age of 5, 7 and 9. It was 3 different men. 3 Different circumstances. 3 times I was in the wrong place at the wrong time.
They are not experiences I openly share. I know sickos get off on stories like mine. I was too young. What happened to me was not right and I was not forewarned of the dangers that exist among strangers or friends.
What I wan't people to know. To truly understand is this. Even when you are the ob
We all want to know: "Why ME?" The answer is: why anybody? It doesn't matter. You're not the problem here. They are the problem. They have the problem. Nothing you do will solve that. Even after you are the victim. They are still sick. They are still looking for more.
When someone takes advantage of you they are responsible for every consequence. Not you! That means that even though you were a vessel for their sick acts of abuse. You take no ownership in their karma. Guilt. Or passed on abuse. Doing otherwise will lead to self doubt and a place without answers.
Those things are not yours to own. You cannot understand what you do not know. Do you know why they did it? NO. And you never will. It's not yours to know.
I know being abused has it's consequences. It affects who we trust. How we act. What we enjoy. What we fear. There are risks involved even when your choice has been striped from you.
No good will ever come from blaming yourself. If you know anyone that would tell you otherwise. "You did something, or it wouldn't have happened" You can give them this personal message straight from me. Tell them to go **** themselves. Dead to rights anybody that thinks they can point a finger and be clear of their dirty thoughts and bad choices is deserving of nothing, period.
May God have mercy on their souls... Because I sure the hell don't!