I Was Raped 2 Years AgoOkay, so the events. Excuse the frankness of this;
Im 34 now, and it was two years ago when it happened. I live in england and I dont currently work but my husband does, he is a teacher. I basically look after the house while he is out. There wasnt anything lacking in our relationship, we love each other very much and led good lives together as a very normal couple.
On the day it happened i was in the kitchen, doing various bits, there was a knock at the door and I opened it to find a boy I recognised as a a friend of my sons. I asked him into the kitchen, told him my son was out and we had a brief chat about various usuals. I didnt know him particularly well, only seen him a couple of times but Im always good towards my sons friends, try to make them feel welcome.
I turned my back, continuing to talk, and he grabbed my arm and bent it up behind my back really hard, grabbing my neck with the other hand. I was completely shocked and stunned. Its like being slapped by an old women in a in the street, you just think "what the hell??".
I was pushed face down onto our kitchen table.
He didnt say a word, nothing. I couldnt say anything, the pain in my arm was so great if I tried to move I just couldnt. He let go of my neck, and started pushing at my jeans. He got them down, with my underwear, to the middle of my thighs. There was a pause where nothing happened for a moment or too, then I felt his you know what against the back of me. He then proceeded to rape me. It didnt last overly long, couldnt tell you how long, but I did ****** at some point before he did. That was more shocking than him grabbing me. It started to build up from nowhere, I had time to panic internally, then it hit me.
When he finished, he stepped back from me and let go of me. I went down onto the floor and sat there crying and making noises. He started to call me things at that point, he said he 'knew Id come" and I was a ***** etc. I didnt say anything back to him. He continued to taunt me, saying crude things about me, my body etc. He started to get excited again, I could see that for myself. I knew what was coming at that point.
He said i was going to get it again, and pushed me flat on my back with my legs up because they were still in my jeans. He then raped me for a second time. This time was much longer, he took his time, I guess the panic for him was over. He was very rough with me, and touch me a lot. My body gave up at this point and I just lay there. Yes, at this point I could feel the sex side of it, and my body was responding in kind. I started to ****** again. He carried on until he finished.
He got up, pulled his pants up and said, "dont bother because you know you f'ing loved it you *****". Then he walked out.
I havent told anyone in my family or personal life, nor the police.