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Daddy Please Don't

I was 6 when my father kidnapped me. I was going to meet him for the first time.
This is extremely hard for me to do, but I finally feel like I can let it out. Please be respectful.

I'm not sure if I remember the 1st time it happened because the first memory I have I knew what to be afraid of, what he was going to do. But here it is: the first house we lived in. I heard his footsteps and remember pushing my back against the wall and squeezing my stuffed dog to my chest and tried to make him think I was sleeping. He came into my room to my bed and climbed into my bed next to me and started rubbing arm, my side, my back, my legs up and down. I shivered and that gave me away. He knew I was awake. He kissed my forehead and got under my covers with me. He pulled me away from the wall towards him. He started rubbing me again all over. When he put his hand in my underwear I froze. I didn;t know what to do or even that it was wrong. I just knew I didn't like it and it made me feel bad. But he was my dad, I trusted him.
He unziped his pants and took it out. He told me to touch it but I didn't move. He took my hand and made me. After he spent what seemed like hours molesting me and making me touch him he raped me. I cried and begged him not to, but he put a pillow over my face and did it anyways.

I was with him for almost 3 years. He raped me every night, sometimes even during the day. My aunt found us in our last house and gained his trust, she eventually got him to let me stay the night at her house, and called the cops. She knew what he was doing because he had done it to her growing up and a lot of other people.

He got out of prison this year on June 30th. I still struggle everyday. I'm 18 now. This is the most I have ever told anyone about it. I hope to get another chance one day to let more out. It hurts and is very hard, but it feels a little better not to have to hold it all in.
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He hurt he took away your virginity your innocence but you still have your life take it back stand strong what doesn't kill you makes you stronger smile everyday knowing you are a phenomenal woman with the heart of a survivor.

@ rApist11
Your a sick ****. I'm all about the teenage ***** but c'mon dude this story is sick. Keep it 16 and up douchbag

Some people just don't deserve to have kids or just to live..
There are many people who will help you and understand you.

Stay strong and I wish you all the best!!!!!!


@rapist 11, you know how to let people freak out.. but go be a ******* somewhere else.

amen rapist 11

AND **** YOU TOO ******* CHILD MOLESTER! DIE IN A HOLE WITH YOUR TINY PENIS!!!! YEAH! THATS WHY PEOPLE DONT WILLING HAVE SEX WITH YOU!

HEY! RAPIST 11 GO AND TAKE YOUR BULLSHIT SOMEWHERE ELSE! NO ONE WANTS TO ******* SEE THAT. RAPE IS A SERIOUS ISSUE AND SHE IS PROBABLY FEELING BAD ENOUGH WITHOUT MOTHER ******* LIKE YOU SAYING CRAP LIKE THAT

tsk tsk, dont be mas because you never got a taste, im telling you nothing feels better on that shaft than an unwilling young girl, and to able to spread your hot seed into her is heaven. you're missing out

im a girl and you are just sickening. Wonder why the girl has to be unwilling? It's because no one would EVER agree to sex with someone as sick and terrible as you. You will most definitely die alone and burn in hell. Someone with such ugly words, i have no doubt that they have a face to match.

and your 56-60????!?!?!?! maybe it's just cuz ur **** doesn't even work anymore

mmmmmmm...i wish i could have been there to watch

i would have joined, and you would no longer be an anal virgin

GO TO HELL! Sweet mother of God, people have no respect these days. You are a disgusting little **** **** that needs a taste of your own medicine.

i agree with rocky, i know it's hard but i wouldn't understand but i think it would be better to face defeat and say no, you are still young, beautiful and you shouldn't have to live with such a thing, if you don't mind me saying i think your aunty is an absolute hero and i solute her for helping you, chin up hirl xx

I know how you feel, keep your chin-up and don't let them have that power of you...just say screw it..I'm not letting you win and affecting me anymore! You have my support!!!