Ultimate Violation, I Orgasmed During My RapeThis happened to me a couple of years ago. Feeling violated afterwards doesnt come close to explaining it.
Has it changed me? In every way. You dont get over things like this. Especially when the violation goes that extra mile and makes your body respond. I cant say it was "multiple". But one is definitely enough when your not asking for it.
I dont think I'll ever get my head around it properly, or the rest of me.