Raped By Someone So Close.

I was rapped 3 months ago.

I lost my virginity to rape. Me an my friend were walking around the neighborhood when she had to go home. That day I had left my phone at home an decided to walk around still by myself. This guy approached me an I knew him so I didn't think anything of it. I'm 15 an he's 16 so of course I wasn't thinking anything of it. We started talking when he pushed me into the woods. I didn't know what to do so I just looked at him like wtf an tried to walk away. He then grabbed me an started making out with me. We had kissed before so it was nothing. He tried forcing himself on me an I was apparently turned on in his opinion. When I tried pushing him off he shoved his penis in as hard as he could. Me being a Virgin it hurt. I screamed but he put his hand in front of my mouth an continued. When he was done he didn't pull out an I was left laying in the dirt covered in blood an his ***********. Now 3 months later my boyfriend an I think I'm pregnant. He's there for me but I know if the actual father sees me he'll punch me an try to kill it/or me.. I don't know what I'm going to do.. I'm scared an feel alone.. <3
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Jan 19, 2013