I Was Raped
Believe it or not, that's how I lost my virginity. Most people believe I got sexually active, I did, just not til after I was raped. I wanted people to think I was just crazy because I didn't want people knowing I was raped.
I wasn't ever going to tell anyone about it but I feel like I want to share this.
I believe it was in the middle of April, right after my 15th birthday my parents left me with my uncle while they took my sister with them, I don't remember why they took her with them.
It was in the afternoon, so school was already over and my uncle and I were alone at his house. He was unmarried.
I loved my uncle he was like another fatherly figure to me but I think sometime in the early 1990s he went crazy. When I came into his house we talked for a while and he fed me and after dinner he invited me to his room and I went in and he immediately undressed himself and then me and started kissing me and touching me in ways that made me uncomfortable. This guy is my mother's step brother by the way. I don't remember much that happened after that, I just remembered screaming from fear and the pain he caused from entering me. When it was all over he made me get up and get dressed and not tell my parents. I don't remember if my parents ever found out. I was in so much pain and I had to clean the blood and his *********** off of me. I also don't remember what happened to my uncle after that. I haven't seen him in years.
After that, probably not more than a month later I became very sexually active and involved in all kinds of crap that I shouldn't have been into. So yeah, that's how I lost my virginity. I don't usually like to tell people that simply because people are cruel and judgmental. I thought it was better people didn't know that part of my life but now you know.
I wasn't ever going to tell anyone about it but I feel like I want to share this.
I believe it was in the middle of April, right after my 15th birthday my parents left me with my uncle while they took my sister with them, I don't remember why they took her with them.
It was in the afternoon, so school was already over and my uncle and I were alone at his house. He was unmarried.
I loved my uncle he was like another fatherly figure to me but I think sometime in the early 1990s he went crazy. When I came into his house we talked for a while and he fed me and after dinner he invited me to his room and I went in and he immediately undressed himself and then me and started kissing me and touching me in ways that made me uncomfortable. This guy is my mother's step brother by the way. I don't remember much that happened after that, I just remembered screaming from fear and the pain he caused from entering me. When it was all over he made me get up and get dressed and not tell my parents. I don't remember if my parents ever found out. I was in so much pain and I had to clean the blood and his *********** off of me. I also don't remember what happened to my uncle after that. I haven't seen him in years.
After that, probably not more than a month later I became very sexually active and involved in all kinds of crap that I shouldn't have been into. So yeah, that's how I lost my virginity. I don't usually like to tell people that simply because people are cruel and judgmental. I thought it was better people didn't know that part of my life but now you know.
By:
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Age:
26-30
