The First Time

 My step dad raped me for the first time when I was 13. He molested me before that. He tried to rape me the summer before but couldnt get it in. Afterwards he acted like it was no big deal. I didn't know what to think. I was scared if I talked he would hit me or my mom.

  A few months after he tried he came into my room one night. My mom was drunk and alseep. I was just in a tshirt and panties. He pulled down my panites. He talked like I wanted it and it was normal. He got on top of me. I tired not to move or say anything. It hurt bad. The worst was when he finished he pushed into me really hard and I like grunted and he thought it meant I liekd it. He asked me if I did. I didn't know what to do so I said yes.

  He raped me like once a week after that. It was bad. But I didn't know what to do. Eventually I went to the cops. He got arressted.

stillalone stillalone
18-21, F
4 Responses Mar 24, 2009

i love justice

I love it when the sick child molseters wind up in jail. i hope he is on the sex offender registry for the rest of his life.

I'm glad you got him arrested. I hope he gets plenty of unwanted **** in the arse in jail, just so he knows what its like. No-one, particularly a stepfather, should ever treat a child, like he treated you. He was supposed to be taking care of you, not abusing you. <br />
I hope you can get over this particularly bad memory, and get back to normal. I really feel for you.<br />
There's a particularly sad story about a girl in Australia right now, who shot and killed her stepfather because he abused her mercilessly from the age of 14 to 18. They charged her with murder - then didn't even put her on trial - no jury would ever convict her. The murder charge was dropped today - with the prosecutor saying there was no hope of a conviction. The mother and daughter are probably happier than they have been for 5 years or more. This bastard should have suffered more than he did, he was an animal. Here's the story - but be warned, it's pretty graphic ....<br />
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You are so brave! Not many women go to the police! Good for you! I hope thaty he is in there for a long long time! I am so sorry that that happened to you! It is terrible!But it was in by no means your fault! He was wrong and gross!<br />
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Stay Strong Hunny! I am always here if you need to talk!