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He Raped Me

i woke and was all excited. i had a bought a new dress did my hair and was ready to go. i told everyone i was going to a dinner with my family and i told my family i was going to a dinner with my bf. i was actually going to hangout with my ex boyfriend. He was honestly the one person i can say i fell in love with and broke my heart so many times. he picked me up from school and we went to his house. nothing was out of the ordinary he was being he cute little self making me laugh and bringing back old emotions. well when we got to his house he said he had to change. i went up to his room cause that's what i always did i mean i did date him for two years. then when i sat onhis bed he kept trying to kiss me and everything and i stopped him cause i had a boyfriend at the time. but he just wouldn't stop. he pushed me down and starting... i trying pushing him off and told him to stop but when i tried to scream it was like nothing came out i was so scared. i didn't know what to do. i had no way home and he lived 30 mins away. So he got off and i just sat there crying i didn't know what to do. The worst part was that he had to take me home. He told me how he was sorry in the car and he didn't mean to but i knew he was lieing he knew exactly what he was doing. So i got to my friends house from there and just immediatly started crying and told her what happened.
This happened months ago and i still cant sleep. i still have nightmares and talking about it makes me cry. i don't know what to do
 

lostalphabet lostalphabet 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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Since you are under age, the police might listen to you. It's not going to be easy!



I'm sorry he did that too you!



I hope you find help, and heal from this.

dont hurt him i have been in this situation and i let him know that it was wrong by moving on with life and finding someone new. i know its hard not to move on without causing him emotional pain but when he is older the regret will eat him alive and he wont be able to live with himself. let him see u feel no pain and then he will feel ur pain when he is older.

dont hurt him i have been in this situation and i let him know that it was wrong by moving on with life and finding someone new. i know its hard not to move on without causing him emotional pain but when he is older the regret will eat him alive and he wont be able to live with himself. let him see u feel no pain and then he will feel ur pain when he is older.

dont hurt him i have been in this situation and i let him know that it was wrong by moving on with life and finding someone new. i know its hard not to move on without causing him emotional pain but when he is older the regret will eat him alive and he wont be able to live with himself. let him see u feel no pain and then he will feel ur pain when he is older.

give him a tight blow!!slap him hard!!kick him on his ***!!!!!!!!do this infront of all...

give him a tight blow!!slap him hard!!kick him on his ***!!!!!!!!do this infront of all...

Sometimes just getting the satisfaction knowing you will be able to see him behind bars will help you heal some, also talking to someone can also help. I urge you to report him, dont let him get away with that, and who knows, maybe he will do it to someone else and if you report him, you could be saving others from going through what you went through.



Good Luck and God Bless You

omg report him !!!!!!



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i'm sorry to hear this happened to you. have you reported him? i strongly urge you to do that, you have no way of knowing if you're the first or the last, save others from going through this. have you told your love ones? this i also suggest you do, they can help you and look out for signs of when you feel scared or unsafe. lastly, i would recommend counseling, there you'll be able to speak about the horror of what happened and they can suggest some good ways to cope. you are not alone in this, i wish you all the best. {HUGS}