He Raped Me
i woke and was all excited. i had a bought a new dress did my hair and was ready to go. i told everyone i was going to a dinner with my family and i told my family i was going to a dinner with my bf. i was actually going to hangout with my ex boyfriend. He was honestly the one person i can say i fell in love with and broke my heart so many times. he picked me up from school and we went to his house. nothing was out of the ordinary he was being he cute little self making me laugh and bringing back old emotions. well when we got to his house he said he had to change. i went up to his room cause that's what i always did i mean i did date him for two years. then when i sat onhis bed he kept trying to kiss me and everything and i stopped him cause i had a boyfriend at the time. but he just wouldn't stop. he pushed me down and starting... i trying pushing him off and told him to stop but when i tried to scream it was like nothing came out i was so scared. i didn't know what to do. i had no way home and he lived 30 mins away. So he got off and i just sat there crying i didn't know what to do. The worst part was that he had to take me home. He told me how he was sorry in the car and he didn't mean to but i knew he was lieing he knew exactly what he was doing. So i got to my friends house from there and just immediatly started crying and told her what happened.
This happened months ago and i still cant sleep. i still have nightmares and talking about it makes me cry. i don't know what to do