About 7 Years of It

I started out by slapping my thighs with a wire hanger that I had undone so it was just a flexible wire stick when I was in 8th grade.. and I would slap myself with it until I couldn't make my arm move to do it again.  Then it wasn't enough so I started beating and scratching.. then I started cutting.. and I did that from late 8th grade until the early part of my first spring semester in college.

Now I resist the urge.  It is still difficult to resist sometimes. I don't know if it will ever go away completely, but I do know that I am done with that. 

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18-21, F
Mar 25, 2009