Am I Suppose To Love You???

I feel it.
I can feel.
You make me sit.
You make me kneel.
“PLEASE!” I beg.
I can’t see.
I grab your leg.
You beg for me.
“NO!”
You start to smile.
Down I go.
It takes a while.
It's really warm.
You start to sweat.
A thunder storm,
The sickening wet.
The smell will seek,
For a place to hide.
My arms are weak,
I have no pride.
“TAKE IT B**CH!”
You yell at me.
“DON’T BE A SNITCH!”
I cry, I plea.
As my dad leaves,
I think about our game.
With white on my sleeves,
I know tomorrow will be the same.
Though he makes me mad,
I have to say...I love my dad
noname2071 noname2071
18-21, F
3 Responses May 25, 2012

I feel so sorry for you.

Why don't you tell your story? The whole story start to finish not just these Obscure poems. I'm sure they help you to get it out, but somebody else looking for help and understanding through your words may not get it because it's not clear

This is one of the saddest poems I've read. You were betrayed by your father. Did your mother know? Were you able to get support from any family members? How long did this go on? You poor child. From reading your other posts it doesn't look like life has improved much. I am so sorry for you. I hope you can get help and get it very soon.