Sexually Assaulted Twice.

I'm 18 years old. And i have been sexually assaulted twice. First time happened when i was just 13 years old, it was about 6pm and i was happily playing on the park with my best friend at the time, when we was approached by two boys who were about 18 years old, they came over too us and asked if we had a lighter they could use so i said to them no and started to walk off, when out of nowhere they grabbed me by my hair and took me into the woods were i was touched all over.. It only went on for a few minutes but too me it felt like hours. When they started to walk off i noticed that my friend was no where too be seen, But i later found out that she had ran home and left me to get assaulted and didn't even tell her parents what was happening to me. Still too this day she's the only one who knows about that day. After that i became pretty much hard work for my mum to deal with, so we never really got on. When i was 15 years old i was getting into a lot of trouble at school/home so my relationship with my mum was hanging by thread. Then a few months later at about 9:30pm i was walking home alone from my friends house when i noticed 5 boys on the other side of the road so i began to walk faster, they saw me and started to cross the road only when they got closer i noticed that i knew 4 out of 5 of them, 1 of them happened to be my ex boyfriend. They stopped me and we started talking for a few minutes, i told them i had to go home so i said bye and carried on walking. I then heard foot steps running towards me, soon as i turned around i was pushed into a bus shelter where 2 of them pinned me up and made sure i couldn't run off, i was then sexually assaulted and violently hit a few times by one of them who i had known for a few years. When all of this was happening my ex boyfriend was stood there recording all of it. They then ran off after they saw someone coming towards us, Can't really remember much after that except being at the police station and writing my statement down. I had all my clothes taken off me so they could get finger prints etc.. They was all found guilty, 2 of them had to pay a fine to me because they was only 15 years old them self, with the other 3 they had to do community service but in my eyes what kind of justice is that?. Now 3 years on I still struggle with the memories, but i'm finally doing good in life, I started back at college & then off to uni in a years time. the only good thing that has come from all of this is that me and my mum have such a close bond now and she has been my rock through all of it.
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18-21, F
Sep 5, 2012