How Would You Spank/punish Me - Then And Now?When I was growing up and didnt get my way, my mom would punish me with groundings and times outs, and loss of privileges. Sometimes, If I was out of control, she would catch me, grab me, and pin me and "spank" me over my pants a few times using the "Don't you ever *smack* ever * smack* do that again, etc"
Whenever I was "spanked" like that I was still punished as the above.
"Spankings* lasted until age 10 or so. She sometimes washed my mouth out with soap or slap my face, but both of those were more rare than the above.
However. after that I would call my mom a ***** when I was mad (even though we have a good relationship), and told her to **** off, stomped my feet, threw things, slam my door (which sometimes she would actually take off as punishment up until age 13), etc. Basically, a temper tantrum. Would last the entire day.
By 16 I ignored her punishments and went on the computer, etc when I wanted to. Bascially, she lost control of me.
However, I sometimes still act like this even though I'm 18. I still throw the same type of bratty temper tantrums.
I know it's not good. But how would you spank/punish me - then and now. Was my mom right then? Should she still continuing punishing me? Should my pants and panties be lowered when spanked? How many spanks? Is spanking over the top? I dunno, but I feel gulty after I act this way (and dont tell me just to stop and behave my self. I cant. And that's why, while I don't want it, some form of punishment from my mom would help, but dont know if spanking is the way to go and if so how to bring that back up to her afer 8 years).
Lot's of questions em