Well I Said To My Oldest Sister.................

Hel-lo :-) I'am an emptynester for 4 years. and I am learning and growing so much.
Thank god for the computer an experience project.......................cause im beating myself up today, after telling my oldest sister (in her sixties) last nite on the phone , that, If I ever meet a guy an we hit it off an wanted to keep together that he would have to come where I was cause I am not moving away from where I am.......................   I mean I have noticed a nice change in me gradualy, since my daughter moved out on her own.  Because I mean i was dreading it an not letting go.........  but I am comming away from that time quite nicely..............Im like that ......I do better then I think Im going to.  Anyway I have all kinds of options/oportunities opened up to me..................  I mean Im free now to do an go wherever , I please as long as it doesen.t interfere /hurt anyone else.  But because my mom was a stay-at-home mother of 15 twelve living an my oldest sister has stayed in her unhealthy marriage forever.   My second oldest sister didn't settle for    staying in an unhealthy marriage an  relationships etc. she was in................... that was holding me back, like a lot of thin gs in my life.   Consequently this has taken longer for me to be ready to move on.  and  I shouldn't beat myself up for that.  Does this make sense????  I'd appreciate some objective feedback.  thanks' so much fo the oppotunity to share this.I c this as a big step for me. Give myself a pat on the back.lol...........   Happened in Nova Scotia Canada.

Leona P
wolfville wolfville
51-55
May 24, 2012