I have wearing diapers, wearing infantile pyjamas and using baby bottles and pacifiers whenver possible over the past thirty years. I moved into a house where I told my land lady that I still wet my bed and She would go to the supermarket whenever I needed more diapers. I also wore very childish type pyjamas and sometimes if my diaper leeked I would have to bring my wet sheets and pjs downstairs and my landlady would wash them. It was quite embarassing and when i would return home the washed sheets and pjs would be drying on the line further enforcing my feeling of being a little boy with a big problem. Though she treated me like a little boy, she never offered to change my diapers but would joke when I was having my glass of milk before that it was my baby´s bottle. There was a woman who cleaned the house and she was aware of my diapers as ahe cleaned my room and would see my diapers and when changing the sheets on my bed would see the plastic mattress protector. I have since moved to my own apartment but now regret not asking my landlady to put me in diapers and not being more open about my baby bottle and pacifiers.