Helping My Girlfriend With Supporting My Diaper Fetish
A couple months ago I revealed to my wonderful girlfriend that I have a diaper fetish. She immediately accepted me for who i was thought it was cute. Since then she has tried wearing them and says that she enjoys them. To help my girlfriend out I gave her complete control of when I could wear diapers to help her ease into understanding my fetish. This went on for about a month, until recently when I revealed that i wanted her to have 100% control of every aspect of my diaper wearing(when i can change, if i have to use the #1 or #2, etc). I wore one to work without asking her so she punished me by making me wear diapers for two days. Those 2 days of my life was nothing but talk about diapers. She was being very strong in trying to support me but all of that was too much for her. She says that in time she will be ok but I was very greedy for those two days and neglected her and made it hard for her to deal with this. I need help controlling my urges to tell everything i want to tell her and easing into this whole aspect of our lives with my girlfriend. She is perfect for me and completely accepts me for who I am, but I dont want to scare her away from my fetish, I want things to be like they were for those 2 days but I dont want to neglect her and do nothing but talk about my diapers and what i was doing in them etc. Anyone else have this same situation? Any advice I can get would be much appreciated. I've been wearing diapers for a while but have never revealed this to anyone and am struggling keeping everything in. I'm new to the online community and would love to talk with someone.