I Have A Bladder Disease
I'm a 38 year old female and I just recently started wearing adult diapers. It was a very difficult decision for me and I went through a lot of tears in the realization that this was the reality of my life. I have had the bladder disease interstitial cystitis since the age of 18 and it causes the frequent urge to void and pain in the bladder. I just graduated from college as an elementary teacher and I just subbed for the first time a few days ago. When I was student teaching there was an older lady teacher that I would have to go give a bathroom break to because she couldn't hold it until lunch. I felt sorry for her. I ended up having to repeat a whole semester of student teaching because my cooperating teacher had a problem that I went so much. That is when I realize I needed to wear diapers. I told her that I would wear them, but that just made her kick me out of her classroom even faster. I don't plan on telling anyone that I wear them. I have bought a bunch of dresses and long cardigans to hide the bulk of the diaper and I wear biker shorts to keep it in place. My worst fear is leaking. I have already gone through 40 dollars of store bought diapers only to discover they were no good. Yesterday I ordered my favorite diaper online. It is the tena brand and I ordered their maximum absorbency diaper. I tend to pee a lot. I like tenas because they are not plastic like the others. I do not want my students to hear the crinkle when I walk. Wearing diapers gives me a peace of mind that I will be able to continue on with my journey of being a successful elementary teacher. Thanks for reading.