I Can't Help It
I am a big softy. I try to hide my feelings when I'm sad, when I hurt. But everyone can see it in my face or something. I want to be more carefree but it's like I have a neon sign and people just walk all over me. I don't want to be cold and callous but I am so sensitive and have let so many people hurt me that it scares me to let people in my "circle". I need to get my head straight and let go of some anger issues. I cry to much, and I want so much for everyone else I end up neglecting myself and then feel bad about it. I don't want this. I need to find some balance.