I Wish I Didn't.
I really shouldn't be doing it. My heart is nothing pretty to look at. It's filthy and broken most of the time, and when it's not broken it seems to shout at my environment 'break me, break me'. I am trying to stop bothering people with the image of my heart. It's not doing anyone any good. I don't want people to worry about me because my heart looks so bad. I don't want people to see how I feel. I don't want to share my every thought, make a drama out of every scratch on the surface of my stupid heart. Who cares about my heart anyway? I don't want to be dramatic. I don't want to be sad. I don't want to be pathetic. I hate myself for making drama's, and I am very much aware of the fact that I am right now doing it again. I think I should start covering it up. My heart's not worth worrying about.