First Time

Something similar happened to me at my grandmas house when I was 4 or 5. I found some pantyhose in a bag and tried them on.

I wear daily now, most days its just part of my wardrobe. My wife accepts and even likes it. Just be confident about your wearing, its not that big a deal. If you aren't ashamed other people won't be either.

No one seems to know just why and how fetishes are created, but it often seems to be connected with experiences in youth that for some reason turn us on, often at an age when we aren't aware at all of sex. No female clothing except for panties does it for me, and not even all types of panties.

The picture that I use for my logo is probably what got me started on wearing panties -- it was calendar art that I saw when I went to the local sheriff's office with my dad, who was an office furniture salesman. I was about 10 years old, and probably had dreams of being sheriff myself one day.

At about the same time, my grandmother told me that in "olden days" women's dresses were so big and voluminous that they couldn't sit down to go to the bathroom, so they just spread their legs and did it. I didn't know that in "olden days" panties hadn't been invented, so I assumed that those women peed and pooped in their panties, and I've been emulating them ever since!

My fetish with Kotex pads began when I discovered a box of them that belonged to my sister. I tried one, got really turned on, and, well, I manage to soak at least one a day now and have been for many, many years.

If you ever try to take my panties and pads from me, you'll have to pry them out of my cold, dead hands! :-)