I Now Wet Myself Whenever I Need To PeeI have had a fetish for rubber pants for 60 years. I remember pulling on some rubber pants when I was about five that my mom had out because she was pregnant with my younger brother. I forgot about that episode until I was beginning puberty and came across some panties my mom wore when she was having her period. I also found a rubber Playtex panty girdle that I wore off and on for a couple of years.
When I was in high school, I saw some rubber incontinent pants in a Sears catalogue. I ordered a pair for myself. Unfortunately, they arrived before my parents left for vacation and my dad opened them because we have the same name. My dad asked me if I had a fetish when I didn’t even know what a fetish was. I was referred to a psychiatrist. I managed to talk my way around the subject while in counseling and never learned much. It was never discussed again. My interest continued.
Finally, at the age of 18, I walked past a medical supply store, went in and asked if they had any rubber pants that would fit me. I bought a pair of Bittner amber rubber pants and have been hooked on rubber pants ever since.
I always hid my fetish and was only interested in wearing bare rubber against my skin, never with diapers. My interest and obsession with rubber pants ebbed when I was having plenty of hetero sex and felt good about myself. It came back strongly when I was feeling inadequate or insecure. My interest made me feel like I was defective, but I finally came to terms with it when I realized I could keep it private and I was not hurting anybody else. The guilt subsided.
Throughout college and after, I frequently wore rubber pants to bed (almost every night for six months) and often on long car trips when by myself. By the time I had met my wife, Bittner amber rubber pants were becoming hard to find. I managed to special order them from time to time and came across some even better rubber pants in a Portland medical supply store. They were from JK Perfect Personal Products and were made of heavy durable rubber in pink or white. I ordered and used these pants for over 20 years. It was during this phase that disposable adult diapers started to become commonly available and I bought some and started to use them.
I now wet myself whenever I need to pee. I am not in diapers 7 x 24, but I use them whenever I can, particularly at times when I expect it to be inconvenient to get to a bathroom. I am wearing diapers with rubber pants (never plastic) more now than ever. I am retired and have some prostate problems. It seems that if I just wet myself when I first have the sensation of needing to pee, I pass urine easier. If I have to postpone peeing, I get all stopped up and can’t pee. I prefer wetting my diapers to not being able to pass urine.
I have always favored tighter fitting rubber pants. Now that I am wearing diapers more frequently, I find that larger rubber pants over cloth or disposable diapers are more comfortable and give me a sense of confidence I need. Unless I am alone, I wear Tena or Depend disposable Men’s Underwear under Fetwear Day Cut rubber pants. If I will be wearing diapers for more than 2-3 hours and expect to have more than one “accident” before I can change, I wear a pair of cotton briefs over the disposable diaper to absorb any overflow which is contained by my rubber pants. If I am home alone, I wear Fetwear Night Cut rubber pants with pull on cloth diapers. They are bulky and obvious, which is why I wear them only when I am by myself. They absorb a lot more urine than disposable diapers.
I still like to wear rubber pants against my bare skin, but diapers are fun too. I have worn diapers for so many years I can wet myself anytime I need to pee (unless my prostate is misbehaving). I have to be careful not to forget when I am not wearing a diaper, so I don’t wet and embarrass myself.