Im Looking For Something Thats Not Therei don't know why i do it but I'm missing something so something has to take its place, right i don't like where i am right now nothing is moving i just want to go and get away......I'm scared still but i should not be I'm worried every day i do not like my self all that much I'm so self conscious all the time..
i just don't want you to jump on the first train to judgment i wish i could just stop all together and and die but life is such a beautiful thing but i would give it all back every bit because there is more pain then love and you can argue this and say no but i guess your living in a different world......
i don't even have it bad and look at me I'm a mess i cant keep anything together i dropped out I'm 17 and right when someone tells me they just don't understand.............no one ever dose my chest hurts so bad right now as i right this its my heart acting up again if it just stops what will i do i don't think i will care it hurts so bad more then i can type i can barely breath. who are you? just say something tell me who you are i want to know?
deleted 26-30 2 Responses 1 Feb 26, 2011