New Chapter of My Life

Hi everyone my name is Roe and this is my story. Iam recovering from Alcohol abuse. I have been in rehab 8times before nothing seemed to help me. I have been useing Alcohol for 32 years. It put a lot of pain in my live. And i didnt even care. It cost me my Job / Marriage / health / but most of all it cost me my sole. I dont know how to deal with my new life. Iam sober for only 8 months now. I go to meetings every day but still think about drinking again. But i know it will kill me and the ones i love. People dont understand what it is to be an abuser of Alcohol or drugs. they think it is easy to stop the Devil thats what i call my abuse. It is also hard to meet people in LasVegas were i live. Everyone here seems to do the niteclub thing or gamble. Iam not in to that because i know what happens if i do. I joined a Church here and it seem to help me a little. also not use to being single no new friends. so far i do not like this new life that iam living But Iam going to stay sober today remeber take it one day at a time. Thanks for letting me share my story. If any one wants to chat just email me Roe 

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1 Response Aug 12, 2009

I admire you for your determination. I hope things are going much better for you now