Terrified Of The School Toilets

I was terrified of the school toilets and just would not us them at all for any reason, even if I had to poop. After the embarrassment of peeing my pants a few time I discovered black pants didn’t show the wetness. When I needed to go I would just sit on the grass and let it out then sit there for a while so pee didn’t drip form them when I stood up or walked. It was something I did practically daily all the way through school and sometimes a few times a day. Even knowing I was probably the only one in my grade that did it particularly during high school didn’t embarrass me into using the toilets.
mkblain mkblain
36-40, M
1 Response Aug 9, 2010

Did the students notice your black pants smell strong of pee after you did it in them a lot of times?