i am obsessed with peeing...not on a toilet of course but anywhere inappropriate. squatting is NOT satisfying, i need to feel it running down my legs, etc. i used to go outside after everyone was asleep, sit in my plastic lawn chair and lay my head back and pee, or just stand up and do it as long as i feel it on my body somewhere i am happy. i love the feeling of the warm usring running down my legs and i love feeling it get cold afterwards. i prefer to feel it directly on me as opposed to wetting my clothes but i do like that too. i want to do it in public but i don't. i want people to see me wet my pants...make a puddle on the ground, etc though again, not something i have done as i am too scared. Not for the shock factor but more from the side of wanting people to see what a naughty girl i am?? If that makes any sense. The best i have done in public is on the beach while walking back to the picnic table. In the end it is a huge turn on...not the act itself nor the feeling but i guess just knowing that i did something shameful i guess. I have no idea...this is a newly discovered fetish (within the last year) and i am still confused. To add to it all i also loooove seeing other girls do it too...omg what a turn on!