Self Induced Desperation/wetting (first Time!)
Hello everyone =) Let me start off by saying that I’ve always been a fan of desperation and wetting (especially female desperation/wetting!!) and finally decided to try it out for myself! Some quick information about me for those that care-I’m 19, bi, drive a camaro, and love holding it for as long as I can!
I woke up this morning with a really strong urge to pee…but I decided to hold it in to see how long I could last. I went to bed wearing boy shorts, and when I walked into my bathroom to take a shower, there was a wet spot about the size of a golf ball right between my legs. I was really embarrassed at first, but as I let a little bit more out, I got really horny and decided to hold it and force myself to have an “accident”. I’d heard it was fun =)
After I took a shower I got dressed in some blue panties with moons on them, really tight jeans, and a white tank top , I drank 3 cups of coffee, and had some orange juice. My bladder hurt a little bit, but it was not overly concerning. At 9, I had a bottle of water with one of those kool-aid packets in it (fruit punch!!!) It was beginning to become painful at this point…but nevertheless I decided to carry on with it.
It was now 10, and I could hardly stand upright…my bladder was as hard as a rock, and it bulged out slightly from my stomach, every time I touched it, a sharp desire to just let it all out tried to overcome me. I told myself to keep fighting!! I had to last longer!!
At 11 I sat down and watched some tv…bouncing my legs and holding myself throughout the shows. It was almost as painful as the time I broke my finger. (I don’t take pain that well!) but still, I held on.
11:30 came around…and it found me literally bouncing off my seat, both hands pressed against my “lady areas”, trying to hold the pee in. For some reason, I still don’t understand, I became extremely aroused by this. I liked it!
At 11:45 I couldn’t take it anymore. I was still drinking water throughout all of this…probably about 4 more bottles of water since 9:30. I slowly stood up, a few drops leaking out despite my best effort…and slowly made my way to the bathroom.
Every step I took was more agonizing than the last…and as I kept walking, more and more pee kept leaking out. I firmly had one hand pressed down there, but it wasn’t helping. When I was right outside my bathroom door, I had to stop and sit against the wall, the pain was so much.
I took slow breaths, trying to calm my bladder down, not really wanting to wet myself completely. After the 4th breath, I had a hiccup. It surprised me. Lol. I was startled by it and my bladder contracted violently, a small spurt of pee shot out and wet my panties. Since I was still sitting against the wall, I felt it make it’s way up my rear end, and settle against my butt. I slowly moved up and down the wall, liking how the wet cloth felt against my private areas.
As I was doing this, I lost my concentration, and my bladder won the battle. As I was standing up go hobble into the bathroom, my bladder contracted, and my hand nor clenching my legs together could stop it. The pee erupted from me in a abrupt hiss, and quickly wet my tight jeans around my lady area, then started to seep down towards my knees. I sighed with relief as this happened, the pressure on my bladder FINALLY easing. As I was still peeing, I slowly sat back down against the wall, letting my rear get soaked in my pee. I loved it. I stood back up again and wiggled around, liking the feel of the wet material.
About 2 minutes later I squelched into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. My jeans were soaked all around my lady area and butt, and all the way down to my ankles. I shivered, the warmth from earlier was starting to become cold. I slowly peeled my jeans off to be left standing in my blue panties. You couldn’t really see what had happened because of the color, but you could still tell something happened. I turned around and bent over slightly to look at my butt, yep, could really see it there. I smiled.
I took a shower and slowly rubbed myself, getting off to the fact that I just wet myself for the first time. Something I hadn’t done since I was a little girl.
I have to say…I thoroughly enjoyed it. =) maybe you guys can give me some ideas as to how to make this more fun for me? I’m not really afraid to do anything in public, so I guess that could be fun. =) Let me know what you guys think!! By the way, this was is my first time posting on this site…don’t be too mean!