molested as a child

this happened a long time ago , I was 15 and my mother had died a few months before and my step dad had tossed me out of the house , now I was 15 but I looked like I was 12 or 13 , it all started with a man picking me up to give me a ride I was dirty and hungry he asked me where I lived and I told him I had no where to live , He offered to buy me lunch which I gratefully accepted , during lunch he offered to let me stay with him for awhile until I could find somewhere to go , I thought " Finlay someone to help me" little did I know it wasn't me he wanted to help .we went to his house where he told me to go take a shower I did so when I got out of the shower he had taken my cloths and was washing them , he had laid out some shorts and a shirt which I put on and went out to the living room where after a short time his hand was on my privets and asking me if it felt good all he wanted to hear was yes but when I said yes he told me I was a bad boy for liking it and told me he was going to have to punish me , he made me ***** and then whipped me with a belt for a very long time he grew very angry and the more angry he got the more he whipped me them he told me he was going to show me what happens to bad boys and slid his finger in me and played with me for awhile then he pulled out his finger and put his privet in me and did this for a long time , after that I was never the same , that was only the first of many .
lostboy1 lostboy1
41-45, M
2 Responses Jul 31, 2010

sorry to hear that hope your ok now,

Get help for yourself.