I have been sick ever since I was young. From the time I was in third grade, at least, I've had an eating disorder. I would not eat. I've always been underweight. At the age of 18, I weigh just under 80 pounds. It hasn't always been that I think I look fat. Mainly it is the fear of the scale reading high numbers. I have gone days without food, and I have gotten to the point a few times where I got sick simply trying to drink water. I had to have a procedure done that put a balloon in my stomach to stretch it. I fear that eventually, I'll end up at that point again.
annoyedandinlove annoyedandinlove
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 22, 2014

If you're that obsessed about your weight, try making an eating schedule. You won't get fat, and you won't be mal-nuroshing your body either

Thank you.