Then, Now And Alwayz......

I had a nine year battle with infertility. I finally had exploratory surgery and was told I'd never have a baby of my own. My Son is a Miracle, born 5 days after Valentines day. When he was three years old, while filling out his Valentines a song came on the radio. I started to cry, while listening to the words and watching him. He got up from his chair and came over to me. He took my face in his beautiful little hands and asked "Mommy, will you be My Valentine?" Through tears, while choking on emotion I said yes baby.... And before I could finish my sentence he said " I will always be your Valentine Mommy.....Infinity." And so every year he is: My Valentine...............
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all I need My love, My Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showned me how to love......unselfishly
I've dreamed of this A THOUSAND TIMES BEFORE
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all I need
My Love, My Valentine.

La da da Da da da da

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time

You're all I need my love.........."MY VALENTINE"........Martina Mcbride I Love You K,K&J Infinity xoxox
PrincessInW8ing PrincessInW8ing
36-40, F
8 Responses Feb 14, 2010

Thank you Tori! You know I love you hon~ You're SO loving and you take such good care of your family that it's obvious you're going to be a wonderful mother some day!!! xoxHUGZxox

That is so CUTE/SAD/INSPIRING/CUTE!!!!! I hope that if i have a child one day he/she is as love able as yours! your very blessed to have such a wonderful son! And he is blessed to have you for a mother!!

Oh PonderingRogue...I am so sorry for your loss hon. I didn't know. Thank you for sharing this as I can tell it's quite painful for you to speak of (((((HUGZ)))))

Thank you destiney! I know I'm lucky to have him, as well as my other 2 but I'm not so sure they're lucky to have me. They are however the ONLY reason that I am still here.......Word's cannot express the way I feel for them. And I've made mistake's that I never would have under different circumstances. We got cheated thanx to their father (my abusive ex). It's such a long and painful story in which I regretfully come out looking like the bad one, all thanx to him.......The system is so messed up. They don't protect women and children who are victim's of domestic violence. They seem to favor the abuser instead........Still, if I had never met him they would not exist. I am thankful that I got the best part of him......our boy's!

Thanks Rich! You're absolutely right - DEFINITELY a feel good moment! *tearz* I had placed my account on vacation quite a while ago and you don't receive updates/notifications during that time. I just now noticed there was a new comment. I believe love led me back to this story tonight. My heart is aching so badly right now and I needed this reminder. But oh how I wish I could turn back the much joy and I can never get that back. I could have given him/them SO MUCH more.......still I have their love and that make's me the luckiest woman in the ALWAYZ xoxo K,K&J <3

One of the real 'feel-good' moments on here. You are both very lucky!

Thank you :) Your comment warmed my heart and brought a smile to my face! They change everything, don't they? They make it ALL worth it!!! You are blessed as well to have such memories, and the perfect Valentine's Day gift! No matter how old they get we never forget that precious little baby, do we?! *hugz*

Oh goodness NO! But thank you sweetie. I am the LUCKIEST woman alive! I need to remember this when I feel lost, alone and hopeless- much as I have as of late. And your Mother is an extremely lucky woman to have you for a daughter!xo