I Want To Forget.

I can't beleive how cruel and cold she treated me at the end.
I try to hate her but I don't, I try to forgive her but I can't, I want to forget her, but I won't.
So many memories, and moments we shared, but betrayal and heartache are attached to all of them now.
I wonder how she'll remember me, I wonder how time will change my memories of her.
I think about the millions of moments I'll never share with her, how every night she sleeps in another mans bed, every morning she wakes next to him.
I want so much to erase the memory of her, but what she did will haunt me to the end of my days.


 




DiesSomnium DiesSomnium
31-35
1 Response Sep 6, 2012

Hi, I feel for you. I'm going through exactly the same and I can relate to every word that you've written. This pain and hurt surely cannot last forever? God bless you my friend and stay strong. Thanks.