The Most Forgiving Person I've Ever Known....

We all have a past...some are darker or brighter than others, but our pasts make us into the people we are today. My past made me incapable of accepting love for so long. Sharing my secrets was a no no, I couldn't handle intimacy of any kind. It came to a head when the man I love stopped my suicide attempt and forced me to accept the fact that someone does love me...to this man I apologize for all of those nights when you just wanted to hold me and I turned over...for the lies I told you...for those times when I wasn't there, and you were wondering what you had done wrong. My heart breaks when I think back to all the pain I have caused you. I don't deserve you, but I know how grateful I am for you. I love you with all my heart.
Hotandcold Hotandcold
22-25, F
Jul 31, 2010