I Will Stop

running away.
I wont cause trouble for my parents anymore.
I will be responsible for myself.
No matter how miserable i become, i wont trouble others. I wont ask for help.
I will take care of everything myself.
Just like the adult everyone keeps telling me i should be.

I wont beg.
I wont cry.
I wont wish for anything.
I wont tell anyone anything.
I will pretend like i have everything under control.
At least, until someone finds out otherwise.
And the **** hits the fan.

I will become skilled in lying. because, after all isnt that what adults do best?
kittycat101303 kittycat101303
18-21, F
Aug 3, 2010