Always Alone, When I Go, Nobody Will Know.

There was a time when I had dreamed of having a family. Many things have happened since those early years. I have served in the military, been to college, worked various jobs. The daily drill is to wake up, go to work, come back. Activities such as eating and exercise just are a small part of the day. In a few years I will retire from a career that has been good to me. A few bumps here and there that's common. I have no family. I have a home on 10 acres that borders a national forest. A dog and a horse are my companions when off duty. I have nobody there to hold or talk with. Trusting people has always been a challenge. Two deployments to Iraq and not a scratch. Lucky. When I go on a "vacation", it is by myself. I keep wondering "is this it"? When my time comes, nobody will know.
NMleo NMleo
41-45
1 Response Jan 19, 2013

Yeah my life sucks too