I Will Get Through This Deployment
So he let me know he is going out in the field today. My heart aches, just knowing he is going out where there is such danger, and my mind wonders his way all the time hoping he is safe. He messaged me just to tell me he loves me, and to let me know it would probably be a few days or more before I will here from him again :'( So now its the waiting that will kill me, the phone call saying hey babe I am okay. Its hard to hold the tears in, I lay awake almost every night with difficulties sleeping tossing and turning and wondering how he is doing and feeling the spot on the bed where he should be laying. Please GOD... be with him and guide him in all the right directions and please bring him home safely to me. <3 We all love him so much <3