Here We Go.....

I wonder whether I will ever achieve what my mind tells me I can create and be.  My imaginings are full of ideas about things I know i can do, but I lack the get up and go to wander through life in a more busy perspective.  Sometimes i'm a genius and other times I'm a slug sitting qietly on the couch contemplating things from higher realms that I know i could exist in, if only I had that break that some people find and alludes others like it has me so far.  With a mental illness, I know that i cope fairly well, the book I am writing is like an adults faiey tale written a childish deamenor, my children's writing so far surpasses anything else - but I am yet to be published.  Oh for the day i have that lucky break and move to the south of France to grow vegetables and fruit and herbs, to lie on the beach and to drink nice sparkling white wine at sunset - chilled on a heavily hot day.....
GemmaRavenBird GemmaRavenBird
41-45, F
1 Response Aug 13, 2010

The first step is setting goals, and you have acheived that magnificently. Your writing is also clear and concise, I would say you are on your way, keep up the good work.