Alone With Mookie

My husband died in December 2008.  He was the love of my life and I miss him so much.  We were together since I was 19.  Our three children are very supportive but have their own lives and I can't always share my pain because it hurts them too. I am keeping busy and can "hold up" in public but cry in the car and at home all the time.  I have never lived alone and now have only my cat, Mookie.  My husband died from bone cancer and I feel so bad that he had to suffer so much.  I feel my life will never be really good again.

Alonewiththecat Alonewiththecat
66-70
Mar 7, 2009