Will I? Or Every Men About 50 In Europe Has A Midlife Crisis?

It is so fine to read that you all find love again. I hoop, me too, but now I'm not so sure anymore. I feel very lost and lonely and I tried to connect to people through dating site. How stupid can I be? I never did it before. I was very scared and confused. I just want to talk to somebody and get a feeling that I am not alone on this world. I just don't understand what happened. I wrote to men around my age (50) and not ONE gave a positief answer. I am good looking, I have a carrier and I can and want to take care of myself. I was not looking for a "mealticket". It is very strange, I got the most painful answers. They want a thin, young woman, who likes all kind of sports, mountainbike, sailing, running, they don't want children and this woman must be exiting, very attractive with career. What is wrong with me? Everybody wrote on their homepage that the insite and the kindness is the most important, but all rejections were about age, looks and weigh.
I am not jalouse, I am really happy for you. Find love and cherries it!