How To Live With Out My Love

how i can live with out  you. i cant breath, cant  cant  cant eat, think, i cant open my eyes, i cant touch him, kiss his eyes, i cant accept that he doesnt love me any more that i will never see him...never - such a terrible word....i scream, i want to dissapear, how to stop my suffering......he never wil be with me..never,,,,,not a small hope left, nothing,........i miss him as a part of by body....and he all his life will believe that i didt love him...its so untrue...all life he will live he will live with that thought..how he could betray me ...how he could leave me alone in that world..he is all i needed he was my closest person,,i am nothing now...i dont know what can make my pain less..it was my only love...only serious relation with true feelings.......i will losee my mind i swear i am not a child and i never thought i can suffer so much...............