Will Miss You While Away - But You Will Never Be Absent From My Heart.
I will miss my dear, sweet EP crush, snowbunny1002, very much while I am away in Nashville competing with my chorus during the first week of July, 2008...
I have come to a place now where I feel I am very much alive and know what I want, and I never expected someone who I had been crushing on for so long to actually give me the chance to get to know her as well as I have come to know her, to allow me into her life.
I feel so lucky and so grateful, and I want everyone to know it.
She gives me so much - and when I think I've reached a point where it might taper off, or stop, she comes back with more - more cheer, more wisdom, more happiness, more guidance, more jokes, and more passion than I ever thought possible.
So please know, honey, you will be in my thoughts every moment I am away, and every chance I can steal to get to a PC to send you an e-mail, or log in quickly to EP, or call you and leave a message on your cellphone,
...every single day, I will take.
Know that I will miss you, but you will never for one moment be gone from my heart, while I celebrate this very special time and take some much needed time off...
A huge portion of the emotion and connectedness I will bring to my performance on stage next Friday, I owe largely to you. And I am so thankful and blessed.
And as we both have said to each other before, only just beginning...
Take care, honey. I will miss you, so very much, but it won't be long before I am engaging with you more fully again...
...that's a promise. :)