u can say what u want. that i need to look on the bright side. that i can change things, that in time it will get better. but i know its not true. i will never feel complete inside. i feel like a part of me is missing. i always feel pain, never feeling real happiness. just wierd emotional highs, then i crash back down. its like am in quick sand, pulling n struggleing to escape, but i keep sinking down n down. sometimes i wish i would just stop n let it engulf me. take me away from this pain.

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Mar 13, 2010