Honestly no matter how many people say it I can't see it, I have BDD so when I look at myself I get to see carnival mirror fun time; I will never see what others see and acknowledge this and though it makes me despise my physical body and really hinders me in some ways I can't exactly change it now can I?

So I live with it, and the wonderful comorbid eating disorders that come with it; because honestly it is all I have ever known I was born with it.

I will never see what others see, I never have and never will see the real me physically, so no matter how many times people say I am pretty I will disagree.

Because I don't see it, who else knows the feeling?
Lostsoutherner Lostsoutherner
26-30, F
Aug 20, 2014