I'm Sure That My Love Is Already Spent
You know how your mum gives you an allowance as a kid and tells you to spend it wisely because you won't get anymore...Well i wish i had a mum or anyone one for the matter to tell me that that applies to love, real love.
Ok there's the first kiss love
ok there's the kiddie love
ok there's the first lover love
there is the first love love
it may be in different orders for some but it all comes and during these fazes you have some much love inside you to give and to spend and if you spend it all on the wrong person then you may never truely love again, if you spend all your love on your kiddy love or you first kiss or you will never know how it feels to love and be loved back the way you love them...I feel like im out of love and i was long before i said i do to my husband, i tried to fake it and hoped my feelings would play catch up to my actions...didn't work by the way...i waisted my love on the wrong guy i spent all but a third on him so my poor husband got the left overs and for some left overs that was still pretty good, i cook i cleaned, i never ever cheated and i put up with alot of cheating, forgiving him for knocking up another girl and all. He walked out on the marriage twice and i let him back and this was after he got the scrapes of my love...so that's why i say i have nothing left to give, i have no more love left,i really really dont...just my daughter thats my love