Family, Friends And Him...

My mother and two brothers are the most important family to me and although we have all been through wreckless times of conflict, and sometimes haven't been there for each other when needed, they will always remain in my life and nothing will ever get in the way of how much I care, love and need them to survive. I pray the day I have to live without them never comes...

My best friend has been within my life for almost nine years and i know out of all those special people within my life, she will be the one that will never leave my side. we have been through a great amount; she has even moved country temporarily and there have been times where i have barely seen her but we have still remained good friends and nothing will ever change that.

As much as I want to be able to let go of the man I fell in love with so young that got away in reality, I cannot mentally. I truly believe that I will never fully be able to let him go because he was my first with everything; we virtually grew up together and have been through more than anything I could experience with anyone else with him. He may have mentally scarred me and left my life with no contact for now, but I will probably always be here waiting...