I have been honest in everything I have posted on here. I have been my true self and dont feel the need to lie to try to make myself into somthing I am not. A lie is too easy to loose tract of and sooner or later will show itself for what it is. I have enough of things in my life to keep up with without adding lie's to the list. You may not know I lied, but I would and I have to live with me.