As Is.

I made a lot of mistakes in my past, hurt a lot of people, and just didnt do a lot of the things I wanted to. I apologized one too many times for all those things, its time to just let it go, accept its what I did and not who I am. I am done apologizing for who I am to anybody, because life is too short for that. We can only be who we are. I am deeply sorry for any pain I caused, but I am who I am now. I ask a lot of questions, I think too much sometimes, I get worried , angry, sad, I feel deeply... I know you wanted me to change, and the only things I changed were the things I believed were bad within me ... immaturity issues, but everything else about me holds my thoughts, beliefs, and morals so I will not change or apologize for them to anyone, especially you... Benny.. and especially to myself.
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1 Response May 7, 2012

Thanks, you know you story really hit me. I'm 29 and have made alot of mistakes in my life that have hurt the people I have loved the most. Most people have held me to these serious mistakes. I like your outlook though, you can only apologize for those things so many times. I have improved so much of the bad things that I'm not apologizing for being myself anymore.