Uh-uh, Not Going To Happen

I don't always make the best decisions. I don't always say the right thing or behave how others wish me to behave. I refuse to placidly follow the herd.

But that doesn't make me a flawed human being.

I don't pretend to like things that I dislike, and I don't tolerate people who aren't worth tolerating. I don't say "Yes" when I mean "No", and I don't tell people only what they want to hear.

But again, that doesn't make me a bad person.

This is who I am. I am someone who does what they want, when they want to do it. I dress and act as I see fit. I live for the moment; for fun, for thrills, for self-discovery and creative expression. I refuse to conform to the f*cking Stepford ideal that everyone wants me to conform to - I've tried that. It wasn't fun. Selling out isn't fun. Being something that you aren't is torturous. It's soul-destroying and I can't understand why anyone, even the most messed up, plastic person would want to do that forever.

I am who I am, and I don't ever want to be anything else. I have nothing to apologise for.
ISawIDreamed ISawIDreamed
26-30, F
Dec 12, 2012